doomed!

God knows that I would rather be in the hospital right now (rendering possible “student” nursing’s interventions) than sitting right here and now exercising my fingers in this very early time of the day…for me…since I am not really a morning person. But then, something happened which unfortunately led me to just stay put and kind of annoyed at myself ( though am trying to justify things that doesn’t need any justifications at all). L
*Sighs*
Okay, okay…due to my alarm clock (my cp actually) which happened to have died in the middle of the night (yeah the battery :/) I was not able to wake up (on time!!!) to get ready for my early clinical duty…today!!!… with an endorsement at 8 am for an 8 hours shift until 4 later this afternoon. Though I would like to tear apart my cp for causing me some of this distress, but yeah I just can’t. Now I am just trying to see things on their bright side. Trying to plan things ahead…on what I can possibly do in the next hour just to be productive and in return sort of so I can forget some of the miseries I just put myself into. Could you believe that? I know I was being stupid letting Mr. Sleep lured me into a deep slumber when I was trying to drain out the remaining life of my cp’s battery just so I can recharge it, ready for my supposedly whole day’s activity today. But good gracious!!! My oh my! Now I don’t know what’s going to happen to me today. I don’t want to torture myself with regrets, thinking many what ifs and maybes. I can’t turn back the time anyway. I am missing the guys as well. Yeah, there’s a reason behind this and as much as I would like to find out what it is at this very moment, I know I just can’t ( that is if it isn’t the right time yet…of course). Actually I am sort of imagining myself in my Type A uniform, laughing with my mates inside the hospital...smiling here and there, saying hellos and all. How I am missing it at this time. Super grrrrr…Though I can say that it’s really tiresome at times but then it’s fulfilling as well. I won’t be able to see Mrs. Alamo before her scheduled operation today…I will miss giggling while chatting with Donatot and the rest of the gang…possibly asking Jane what time did she really sleep last night (as it happened that she was the last person I had the chance of talking with before I called it a night). Hehehe, there is really no use crying over spilt milk. I am not feeling bad at myself because I know He put me in this situation for a reason. Though people in the household were sort of the ones who freaked out when they learned about my dilemma earlier, I was just cool. No use blaming anybody or anything ( my cp in this case ). Hehehe, poor cp, it can’t defend itself so I better give it a rest. I am just hoping for some divine intervention just so I can make it up for my absence today. If possible not an extension, please. L I am willing to take the graveyard shift in exchange for a possible days of extension. What a life! I just hope Ate Ems won’t be chuckling if she happens to read this and if ever that she has (if heaven today isn’t really on my side, hehehe), hope no “ I told you so” would evolve. LoL. She was kind of concerned last night about me sleeping late and that I might not make it before or on time for the endorsement. Uh oh! Now I am doomed!!! Since I overslept, I guess I better continue and take advantage of this chance of getting more sleep.
*Yawns*